Dear Friends and Family: I'm Not Dead Yet

I feel that it would be gracious of me to begin this blog with a letter to those that care enough to be concerned of where I am and what I'm doing.

Dear friends and family,

Graduating university was easy, the following year was not. If I wasn't so proud and stubborn it might have been a little easier, however due to said stubborn attitude I believe it would merely have been 'different'.

I despise the idea of luck and fortune, this is a result of my stubborn behaviour again in that I like to take responsibility where I can with both the positive and negative experiences I encounter in life. 

I must reluctantly admit that I can't always do this. I was very fortunate to receive a phonecall (or rather, my Mum being my manager took the call) which became my lead into the film industry.

Summer was difficult, for the reasons aforementioned. I dipped in and out of a colourful range of mental states, my creative soul both relished and loathed each new quirk as I pressed on with my search to move forward.

It wasn't all bad, I wrote plenty of music and discovered a love for playing instruments badly. One day I might love playing them to an improved standard just as much.

So finally arriving in the present. I am in London, working my second job in film and enjoying every stressful second of it.

I'm staying in Croydon at the moment with the loveliest of hosts. I am very much looked after.

There are so many people I haven't informed of my current adventures and I do apologise, Life has moved along much faster in the last few weeks that I haven't had the time or mental capacity to sit down and message each and every one of you.

So much has happened in such a short space of time that I'm going to keep this blog running with updates on my life.

Narcissism at its finest, I hope my charm and wit will persuade you to forgive me.

Please feel free to contact me, I will always respond to someone reaching out. I just don't have the time to reach out for myself. Tell me about the cats, tell me about a film you've seen, tell me that you hate my blog. I will listen and appreciate being a part of your life.

Though don't let me speak, because I will talk you into next week. I'll stick to writing.

Yours faithfully and always,

Kat

P.s. Thank you Mum and Dad